Wednesday, February 24, 2010

ROM & My Birthday, Feb 23, 2010

Family Photo.


Us & Wedding Band


Signing your future.... I thought shd be swear before sign. But somehow we signed, then swear later


Swear Swear swear....i do i do...


I will "wear" his life with me everyday from now onwards...


He will "wear" my life with him everyday from now onwards...


Done!!!!! I am off the market!!! Status: Married


Yeah!!!!!


Top floor of 天后宫


Yes, thats the Mr Everywhere.... Dennis Chan


I did not ask my friends to come for my ROM. But they came for Mr Kuan and Me... i am so happy and greatful... Mr Everywhere, Fish Hunter Patrick Tan, Mrs Tan : )



Our camera man, Mr Kuan best friends.... so thankful to them...

He is everywhere.....

He is everywhere.... Mr Dennis Chan.
1) He is there....My wedding proposal in Vietnam, Halong Bay....


2) He is there...My wedding registration reservation day. I do admit that this is a trip me and Mr Kuan cheated him. We invite him for lunch, and then purposely make him company us to 天后宫to make reservation for our Registration of Marriage (ROM) date. Anyway, we are doing a good deed for him by helping him to kill him time more meaningful since his wife is working during that odd hour.
Cant see him in the photo because he was forced to be our camera man... : )

3) He is there... My ROM day. This was a pleasant surprise for me and Mr Kuan where he popped out all of a sudden. I am so happy.


Thanks for being everywhere.... hehehe.....

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Starting of CNY

When i woke up in the 3rd day of CNY morning, i notice my body has a lot of red dots. A bit itchy and wondering what's wrong with me. The best thing is to visit a doctor. Last time i don't really like to visit doctor because it incur cost and i just dont like it. Now, i am slowly changing this thoughts, early prevention is better than when the situation worsen.

Doctor said i allergy to something. Straight away, he gave an injection. Ooohhh... that was a pain one. Some allergy, anti itchy pils to eat and lotion to apply. Within 15 mins after the jec, i felt dizzy and sleepy. But i have lunch appointment with frens.

I took the med too....i suppose i need to finish the med since the red dots have not subside. But i felt my heart pumping too fast and not smooth in my breathing after i took the medicine. I cant really sleep last nite because i felt uncomfortable on my heart. So i decide to stop the medication today.

Not a good start for CNY. My sister hurt her leg on CNY eve, a very deep scar when she sliped and fall herself on the stairs. Did not really bleed, but it was still bleeding till today. My mom hurt her finger when she accidentaly slap the car door while her finger still there. (dont know how she did it). Bleed a lot. I got skin allergy and took a jec on the 3rd day of CNY.

Monday, February 15, 2010

CONFUSE!!!!

Last time I don’t really understand when people talk about the feeling of pre-wedding, now I kind of understand and it makes me feel uncomfortable.

The sense of insecure is something that bothers me. I will tend to compare now and last time. Why he do this last time and not now? Since he don’t do this now, will he become worse after we married? Why man can’t just maintain the way they treat their partner? I am drilling into details lately. Is he my Mr. Right? Is he the correct one? Am I going to spend my life with him? I get a little bit confuse. Am I thinking too much? Am I asking too much? I am really scared something bad will happen to me? Something bad that will ruin my wedding…the something bad is the inner me and confusing me lately…Few more days left before my Register of Marriage. Am I making the right choice? Grrrrr……Hate this feeling... the feeling is bad because it is calling me to pull the break....I am really scared.

I don’t expect him to read my blog and know my feeling through my blog. Because I know when the whole world has access to my blog or came across my blog, he is the only one will not read my blog and don’t even keep it as a “Favorite” unless I force him to read. The reason being he claimed he knows everything because I wrote about my daily life and he spent that with me. Not entirely true. He don't spent my inner me with me.

I think the only thing i can tell myself now is: 理想和现实,永远是两回事,知足常乐...
CONFUSE!!!!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Fish Leong Married.

My family only have an english newspaper at home because all of them cant read mandarin. English paper don't have much entertainment news.
Today, my sister in law purposely bring home a mandarin newspaper, entertainment section to show me Fish Leong wedding ceremony. And how much i look like her....
When me and my mom look at the pictures, we have the same response. Oh Gosh!! i really look so much like her.... of course she is slimmer.... : )

Check it out

婚礼

经常对自己说,我的婚礼要从简。我和关先生说好了20桌酒席,男女家一起摆,只请亲戚和要好的朋友,同事一个都不请。(这个计划已是超过我们原定的从简)。人算不如妈妈算,我对她说, 我只给她2桌,妈妈说不够,要请谁谁谁… 然后她说要5桌(不包括亲戚),还说25桌和20桌没什么分别。我突然觉得,又是为妈妈摆的一个婚礼,讨厌!!!!!!!迟些妈妈很有可能对我说,30桌和25桌没什么分别….. 如果她真的这么说,我只好让她自己去摆酒席,我就不出席了!!!

Monday, February 1, 2010

工作,装修,筹备婚礼,减肥...

工作,装修,筹备婚礼,减肥... 发生在同一时间,真得有点吃不消。幸好这是由两人一起去承担,不然真的会被烦死...
这一切还没真真开始,农历新年后再烦吧...