I felt a bit upset and heartbroken today. I have to shop for baby stuffs all by myself. Mr. Kuan rather asked his friends to come along, company him and they sit at the coffee shop and wait for me to buy my stuffs. WTF!!!! I have to carry all the things I bought (rather heavy for a pregnant lady) from one end of the shopping mall to other end. Drop the stuffs, then go and buy again, because I can’t carry all the things at one go. His friends think this is good for me because I need to exercise more. But they don’t understand it is rather difficult when i need to carry the extra kgs in my body, carrying all those heavy stuffs, shop and walk for almost 2 hours. I have always complaint about my serious back pain. How come Mr Kuan doesn’t listen and understand the fact.
After today, I have decided to set up all the baby stuffs by myself, including baby cot. If he thinks he wants to involve, he can. But I am not going to force him to company me to shop any of the things if he doesn’t volunteer. I don’t want to leave things last minute. My body is getting heavier everyday and it will inconvenient for me to walk for long hours. I know I will feel better if I set up this kind of mindset so that I will not feel disappointed again if he doesn’t company me.
WTF!!!!
2 comments:
don't angry, don't angry. It's not good to your body and baby.
Well, think of it another way, you should see it's as you have this privilege to go through the process with the baby and enjoy every moment with the baby !!
Muaks muaks sayang sayng
thanks for the words of encouragement dear :)
But somehow this will make me feel the baby is mine, not ours.... anyway, i can easily adjust to any situation with a peaceful mindset once i have throw out my feeling..
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